Life Hack: get a full 8 hours rest to get the energy you need to smash capitalism.
The thought of going back to uni tomorrow is killing me.
I don’t think I can do the whole “get up and get ready” shit everyday. 😕
What they don’t tell you:
Self care sometimes isn’t fun. It’s going to class even when you want to stay in bed and rest. It’s paying bills on time and running errands even when every strand of your being cant stand it. It’s going to therapy and taking your medicine even when you don’t want to. It’s using coping skills even when going back to self destructive ones seems more appealing.Recovering sucks. It’s hard. But you have to believe in the light at the end of the tunnel. And even on those days you don’t, you fake it till you make it.
Recovery is still worth it.

me at 3 am: i need to get my life together im gonna go out and get a job right now im gonna do homework and go to the gym and do everything that needs to be done
me in the middle of the day: im gonna lie down on the ground and forget all my responsibilities no force on earth can move me from here
i can’t wait to not have kids and spend all my money on myself
i hate when a man does something problematique™ and another man is like “that wasnt a man, that was a boy” to distance himself from the fuckery…like no thats a MAN just like you! same genus, same species, same pokemon type!
me: *is replaced*
me: hahaha thats ok as long as ur happy :) :) :) :) :)
concept: time stops for me. i catch up.